One Week! Let the freak out begin!

So, seriously, I just stayed up until after midnight to write this.  I LEAVE IN ONE WEEK!!!  Not that I am excited or anything but AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!  I am rather harshly torn my super excitedness that my trip is so close, my slight panic that I am not sure what to expect since I am going places I have never been before and will be by myself at that, and my nonstop thoughts of all the things I need to get done before I leave.  This weekend will be very busy and I know that I should be steeping now but I just can't.  Too much to think about.  I am really excited to go back to being a wanderer.  I am hoping that it will help to settle me.  I have started thinking about where to go from here but am not ready to leave.  To add to all that I have downsized my backpack to make sure that I will not have to check it and seeing how little space I will have and knowing that I will be wandering this time with all my current, tangible possessions strapped to my back makes me a bit nervous.  I am sure it will be fine though.  I am incredibly lucky if you ask me.  There is a small fear at the back of my mind that knows that I might be too lucky and it will run out or something but I will not worry about it.  That is just not who I chose to be.  One week!